So I think I am starting to win the 50kg war. Although it's still early days.
My crash diet to shift my metabolic syndrome disorder, caused by drug side effects would not let me drop weight at first.
So I added fast days, and once or twice 48 hour water only
Finally the sydrome broke a bit, before my mental will broke for the 100th time.
I lost 10kg rappidly which while not sustainable and unhealthy gave me the kick start.
Then I plateaued, fell off the Wagon from KFC on my birthday, had some bad weeks, then fought back.
So today I am 14kgs down and feeling good.
Another 20kgs to go before I can do physical rehab safely, which should mean being able to do long walks as a lifestyle rather than have breathing issues.
Glad I read the thread the day I did and got started, thanks Mike, Greevus, Snake and all you others.