I hear you bro.
We all process the trauma in different ways.
Two things stress me about this sport we love. Our past, and the NRL itself.
Since Webster has come along I have been able to get right with Jesus and be at peace about our past.
But I cannot shake my fear of the NRL. And this year the NRL is an even more frightening than ever.
I say that because the Panthers are still the Panthers, the Storm have found their mojo, the Broncos are not going to be shit for long, and every other team has a bit of grit about them on their day, I have not seen much going through the motions by the slackers, the Tigers, Dogs etc genuinely seem to be trying their hearts out to win games.
Then you have all the nasty teams in between, headed by Manly, then the Roosters, the Eels, the Sharks, the Raiders, and maybe the Cows....it is this grouping that bothers me the most.
One of that group is going to do a Warriors 2023 and force someone out of the top four I recon....leaving us even less runway to make it back there.
But honestly, if we beat the Sea Eagles, after beating the Rabbitohs, then I think that would pretty much bury the past in the past for mine, as far as bad memories go.
After that I just want to see us beat two of this list in order of preference:
Penrith
Storm
Broncos
Roosters.