Also despite all my Kearney concerns, that standing up fists clenched moment they caught reminded me of my former self in the lounge every week. I used to pace the lounge for 80mins without noticing riding every play, my mrs thought i'd lost the plot. These days i'm a bit too beaten down for that, I really want this club to bring that feeling back for me. That from Kearney is the pure raw emotion I like to see, not that fake "woops didn't know I was being recorded there" toothless shout we saw from Cameron George in the pre season.